I feel a little lost these days, not the spiritual dryness of bygone years or the discontent of the soul. More of what I am doing with my life or the lack of it. Priorities, plans, even dreams have all run agog. I certainly didn’t see this mediocre existence. I don’t know, it’s not the money part of if, maybe the feeling of accomplishing something for myself. Is that selfishness or looking after one’s own?

Self-centeredness? I know..