Retired, yes.. The dust has not even settled and I am already being visited by ennui. Not willed, but because of the construction going on in the house, so many things going on. It is rendering me helpless and frustrated.
I know that before I can enjoy anything, I have to sweat it, but the sweating is hard. It’s not that everything went horribly wrong, I pressed myself too hard. I guess the bar of expectation was a little too high.. there should be none.. ha ha.. it seems that the mantra is spend and spend and see what the outcome is going to be.. hay.. it’s going to be a while before I can enjoy this house..
Piece of advise, it is a different world out here, so the modus should also be different.